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ramblings of a teenage girl

i used to laugh at the dumb things my friends did and now...
retribution. RETRIBUTION! zzz.
it's my turn to do those dumb things.
i make a fool out of myself like siao sia.
zzz.

take for example:
case 1,
the door has this sticker P-U-L-L on it to direct you.
so i jolly well know i have to PULLLLLL the door.
thus, i keep reminding myself. PULL AH.
and i went there and PUSH the door. wth.

case2,
2doors.
i opened the 1st one and i am suppose to walk all the way out yet i sudden brake.
and bang. then 2nd door bang onto my leg. zzz. wth with the sudden brake.
i dont even understand why i did that. ZZZ.

case3,
i am suppose to slot my atm card in a certain direction and im so focus leh.
but my card was rejected and then i realised i slot it another way round.

case4,
lrt suppose to walk the linkway rightttt!
i always walk there leh.
i dont know why the hell i went down to the mrt control station and then walk 1big round back to the lrt station. BACKSIDE! zzz.

case5,
i keep stuttering when i speak. KOU CHI.
pui. kns.

case6,
im suppose to bathe....
so i happily take my clothes and head for the bathroom.
before that.. gt door right.
and i walk right into it.
BANG. there goes by forehead. CRAPS!

case7,
im suppose to ATTACH a file in the email and i keep reminding myself.
and yet, before i send out i still ask myself, did i attached the file and i just happily clikc the send button without attaching the file. SAI LAH!

and there are more which i dont wana type anymore.
the more i type and think, i seriously think im dumb cannnn.
DABIAN! eat shitt sia. ZZZ.

feeling so pek chek. pui. kns.
hais. im so not ME la.
hais.

i realised i need company and i dont want to be alone.
i dread thinking of the things i shouldnt.
我无法控制我的情绪.
我只能麻醉自己.
我不想哭, 我想做个勇敢的小孩.

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