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ramblings of a teenage girl

im missing my darling pam now.
i have the sudden urge to club now.
hmmm.
the music and friends can just drown my thoughts temporarily.
hmm.
its freaking confusing.

MYSTERY:
1. to solve.
2. raise the white flag.

i seriously dont know what should i do now.
solve or give up.
its seems like im left with no choice but to give up.
i just cant muster the courage to solve it.
and i know all the consequences i will recieve is not what i can handle.
yet the other me wants to take the risk and give it a try.
it's so disturbing.
zzz.
xiang bu tong.
hmm.

have lots to say but i seriously dont know who to trust and turn to.
im trying. trying real hard to hold back all my emotions.
hiding under the blanket doesnt solve the problem but i dont know..
how should i continue my next step.
im stuck.

我压抑的好辛苦
想哭但哭不出来
开始迷失了方向
真的真的好辛苦

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