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ramblings of a teenage girl

mummy's cooking curry nw.
i shld be excited lyk other tyms, wher i wil jump non-stop besyde her.
so excited dat i wil blabbing non-stop.
but..
im nt feeling tis wae fer todae.
instead, i felt nth.
has i lost the sense of feel?
wad's happening?
im in a mess.
hope doesnt make sense to me animore.
i practically lose hope in everything.
feeling so lost, alone & tired.
im turning so cold dat ma werds r so darn harsh.
im hiding in ma nest & wait fer daes to pass.
im waiting..
i nid it..
i tried to search.
but i dun even noe wad im waiting fer.
i cant accept the fact dat im so heartbroken & upset over tis gd friend of mine.
or i shld sae used to be a gd friend.
fer nw, its merely a passerby in ma lyfe.
wad haf i done to earn tis?
a cold stare?
i shld haf give up on friends..
i thot i learnt ma lesson?
why am i so stubborn & kip wanting to search fer true friends.
dat wil support me, bitch me in ma face(fer ma own gd) instead behind ma back..
geding hurt all over agn.



LORD, forgive me fer i am weak.
a sinner, yet yeu chose to lurfe me.

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